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the lonesome death of auntie folk

by Elsie MacDonald

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1.
I write protest songs and shopping lists Slogans on Amazon boxes Old fashioned songs To help me when I go wrong And I serve the same woman coffee every day She sits there shivering, hiding from the rain And I watch her scratching, scratching away She still thinks it'll all change some day While I write protest songs and shopping lists Slogans on Amazon boxes Old fashioned songs To help me when I go wrong And she asks me, kindly, " Will you count out my change?" She's not sure if it's worth anything these days And I fight her loneliness on minimum wage With a latte and a polite "How was your day?" And I write protest songs and shopping lists Slogans on Amazon boxes Old fashioned songs To help me when I go wrong Oh, I'm a 21st century activist Who can't help but wonder how much they'd be missed I never feel like I am doing enough For the people, the planet or the country that I love I just write protest songs and shopping lists Slogans on Amazon boxes Old fashioned songs To help me when I go wrong So come write protest songs and shopping lists Slogans on Amazon boxes Old fashioned songs To help us when we go wrong
2.
Never before had I seen such an angel in Doc Martens But she came to me in a dream and her blue cuffed jeans Long pink hair and a smile to get lost in And a badge on her lapel reading 'Vote Scottish Greens' Now, I grew up in the church so I know what I am saying She was a vision sent by God on a mission to save me A can of monster in her hand, a punk rock band to sing in And a kindness for strangers in her holy trinity Girl in Red records as our hymns to be played We'll have a colourful choir for our newfound messiah Not a Judas to be found she could never be betrayed And unlike Peter we'll never deny her We'll never deny her all the stars in the sky Never deny her when she bakes them in a pie Never deny her or ever ask her why Never deny her or ever tell a lie Plant-based recipes for all who obey Her scriptures, her teaching and her preaching to the choir About love, acceptance and intersectionality Of these commandments we'll never tire And we'll never deny her all the stars in the sky Never deny her when she bakes them in a pie Never deny her or ever ask her why Never deny her or ever tell a lie The return of the carpenter will not be how they told it In churches across the world where they preach easy lies Of capitalism, bigotry and homophobia I can't wait to see their faces when she comes down from the skies And never denies us all the stars in the sky Never denies us our macaroni pie Never denies us or ever asks us why Never denies us or ever tells a lie About what she's come here to do Or say that five is two and two Oh, she'll welcome us with open arms To all of the gay bars In the sky
3.
For us all 03:59
There's a girl crying at the loss of a glove While her mother says "I'm sure it'll show up" But it's sat on a railing in an unfamiliar place It was placed by a stranger, it's been there for days There's the words of an artist in a school jotter Jotted down next to the words 'I love her' But it's sat in a drawer forgotten For getting older must happen To us all To us all It's the glimpses of life that a stranger sees Bringing you ever close to me There's a photo of an old man on a mantle With his widow who forever will Keep flowers on the windowcill To let us watch as they wilt There's a woman with her head down at her door Watching the neighbour she used to abhor Head down the street in his box As she realises, for a moment, it all stops For us all For us all It's the glimpses of death that a stranger sees Bringing you ever close to me There's a poet watching me crying on a train Trying to figure out how to use this public pain As some clichéd hard work of art And he realises there must be a broken heart For us all For us all It's the glimpses of life that a stranger sees Bringing you ever close to me There's a man unloved by his lover Lying in a hospital just waiting to recover As he looks at the flowers from his friends He realises this is how it ends For us all For us all It's these glimpses of death that a stranger sees Bringing you ever close to me It's these moments of being strangers That tie us together as creatures Forever destined to see Forever destined to be Strangers
4.
When I think back to that fateful day When I back to you crying in the rain I suppose you were just stating your views While I was finding quotes to abuse I said "Let it end we're both weary of it" She said "I know that's your old period shit "Some ugly man with a beautiful soul "This isn't one of your stupid shows" And I could quote clichés of love and ardant admiration But I'll never find it in my imagination I can tell you tales from a century ago But I couldn't find the words to let you know How I love you so How I love you so I said "The world is all that is the case" She said, "I'm not one for Wittgenstein these days "And you only know it from The History Boys" As the true meaning of the words cloys And I could quote clichés of love and ardant admiration But I'll never find it in my imagination I can tell you philosophy from a century ago But I'll never find the words to let you know How I love you so How I love you so I tried to tell her that I was just a girl Standing there trying to make you love her She said "Well, you ain't no Anna Scott" But I guess I'll make do with what I've got And quote clichés of love and ardant admiration But never find them in my imagination Oh, I'll show you films from decades ago But I'll never find the words to let you know How I love you so How I love you so How I love you so How I love you so
5.
Cold 02:36
You laughed at me on the street that day And I'd never been embarassed in such a subtle way You told me there was no such thing as being free And you told me there was nothing left here for me And I begged you to run away I begged you to let me stay I begged you to be with me And I begged you to set me free You told me there were things I would never grasp And you told me all the questions I could never ask And I tried so hard to understand Oh, I tried to take your cold and sweaty hand And I begged you to run away I begged you to let me stay I begged you to be with me And I begged you to let me be I cried onto your shoulder Oh, I searched the eye of the beholder But I couldn't find any beauty in there Just a distance and a darkness in your blank stare And I begged you to run away I begged you to let me stay I begged you to be with me And I begged you to let me be Just set me free
6.
I woke up groggy, checked my phone To the news I didn't want to know Solidarity with foreign shores And the daily Wordle scores And beneath all the tweets and all the memes People disconnected through their screens Are the kids with their colouring books And their parents sharing terrified looks Stuck there under ground terrified of the sound Stuck there under ground wondering if they'll make it out Stuck in the traffic jam waiting for a plan Stuck in the traffic jams they're doing all they can And as I watch that baffoon make his statement I'm wondering how he can face it Knowing that they funded his campaigns Got those ads rooted in our brains And now they're stuck there under ground terrified of the sound Stuck there under ground wondering if they'll make it out Stuck in the traffic jam waiting for a plan Stuck in the traffic jams they're doing all they can And I can't stop thinking of those kids Wondering what they did To deserve the hours in the basement Offered up by some friendly neighbour While we slept soundly in our beds Tossing, turning our heads And they're stuck there under ground terrified of the sound Stuck there under ground wondering if they'll make it out Stuck in the traffic jam waiting for a plan Stuck in the traffic jams they're doing all they can
7.
Tourist Town 03:06
We live in a picturesque, picture book town And I'm trying my best to be polite with my frown But I'm tripping on cobblestone, staring at the sky You'd prefer to be alone, well, so would I But we would get lonely if we got what we want And I would give you all of me to forget what you're taught About life and loss, heaven and hell And the things you said that God could only tell And the castle catches your eye as she begins to cry And there's tourists buying postcards of the place we're gonna die I remember you said we will forever be free But I'm living in fear of people who've no time for TV and I'm crossing desserted morning roads Wondering if it's worth it or should I go home As the castle catches my eye as I'm staring at the sky And there's tourists taking photos of the place I'm gonna die So I'm using this solitary loneliness And reaching out to elderly relatives Who live among these stones that I'd forgotten could hold Everything and more that I need to grow old As the castle catches his eye as I begin to cry And there's tourists taking photos of the place we're gonna die Oh the castle catches our eye as we're staring at the sky And there's tourists buying postcards of the place we're gonna die
8.
I could waste my time Trying to describe The blue of your eyes With the hue of the skies And I could waste my hours Picking wild flowers Oh, I'd sing you the dictionary Every other day Cause that's what a poet would do And I remember the squint of your teeth The day you smiled at me Modern dentistry Has gone astray And I could waste my youth Unsaying the uncouth Or say in uncertain terms The way my heart yearns But that's not what a poet would do I would let you lie in bed With the pillows at your head And mine in my arms With your dreams in my heart Oh, I'd listen to your favourite song Try to sing along Yeah, if I was in love with you I would do All the things that a poet would do But I am just a songwriter An imposter composer And I just like your irises Blue as the sky is And I don't know any more About the things that you adore Than a passing stranger As the thought passes by her About the blue of your eyes And the hue of the skies
9.
19 in 1993 02:51
They're not getting the impression That I've ended my obsession With the strange looking man In the stranger sounding band But I just love the way he forces His words through verbal corsets Ready for dephiling Got this lyricphile smiling He can't quire look in the lense And I can't quite not tell my friends That I wan't to marry this man Or his mind if I can Would you mind? Oh, his wife might So I'm watching a video Of him when I was six years old And there's distance and emotion In age and in ocean But I just cant help myself My heart begins to swell As I listen another time To that devine rhyme And he might not seem essential Or all that instrumental With his simple guitar strumming And his background humming But if you listen a little closer You'll see the soul of the composer In every line written And then heard, I am smitten So his words are ringing in my ears And theyre stripping away the years I'm not turning 20 in 2023 I am 19 in 1993 So is he 19 in 1993 Nah, I'm not turning 20 in 2023 I am 19 in 1993 So is he He's not turning 50 in 2023 We are 19 in 1993
10.
Oh, it's wee-er and dearer she mumbles to herself She's standing in the checkout and she's looking for some help It's wee-er and dearer to feed the kids And to live like her mum and daddy did Oh it's wee-er and dearer these days It's wee-re and dearer she says It's wee-er and dearer he does pronounce He's counting the price per ounce, oh he's tryna heat the house And it's wee-er and dearer to fill the car And to not even take it very far Oh, it's wee-er and dearer these days It's wee-er and dearer he says It's wee-er and dearer they have to shout They've counted all their pennies and they've got to go without 'Cause it's wee-er and dearer to find a flat to rent They're starting the month with all their money spent And it's wee-er and dearer these days It's wee-er and dearer they say And it's wee-er and dearer he cries As another one of his best mates goes and dies Oh, it's wee-er and dearer to care for your health Spending months on a waiting list before topping yourself And it's wee-er and dearer these days It's wee-er and dearer he says Oh, it's wee-er dearer she says It's wee-er and dearer these days Aye, it's wee-er and dearer today Oh, it's wee-er and dearer to live And to try and find any love to give Oh, It's wee-er dearer to survive And it's wee-er and dearer to die
11.
I don't want to be a millionaire I don't think the money could make me care And I don't think that this time next year I'll be anywhere but here And if there's anyone with whom I empathise It's those who photosynthesize They may have to sit down and shut up But come five o'clock nah they dont give a fuck In the basements of pubs across the globe Their time is their own And if you ask me there's nothing more punk Than folk singing songs in pubs 'Cause you'll find them on the picket lines, you'll find them in the streets You'll find them helping those in need And they may not have a light show or adoring fans But if you ask me this is where it's at So I don't care how I pay my bills If it's behind a mic or the checkout tills You'll find me down the pub, Out the Bedroom Listening to all my favourite tunes And you'll find me on the picket lines, you'll find me in the streets You'll find me helping those in need And I may not have a lightshow or adoring fans But if you ask me this is where it's at This one's for the ordinary The powerful majority The workers, the fighters and the union folk Living the only lives they've ever known And you'll find them on the picket lines, you'll find them in the streets You'll find them helping those in need And they may not have a light show or adoring fans But if you ask me this is where it's at So join us on the picket lines, Join us in the streets Join us and help those in need

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Debut album of Edinburgh Singer-Songwriter Elsie MacDonald featruring touchingly personal songs about life, loss and love (with a bit of politics thrown in for good measure).

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released June 2, 2023

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edinburgh's coolest folk-punk singer-songwriter from Dundee

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